Goodbye boys

2009-03-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

Omg I can smell the rust in my blog, ewwww~ =x

Doing my best

2009-03-06T14:22:00.004+08:00

Now that all of you see less of my posts, doesn't mean that I'm slacking of 24/7 on my couch watching AMERICAN IDOL or some uneducational TV programs. The truth is, I'm busy compiling all my years of scouting and put them into writings and reports to present them next week for my king's scout tests. And for those of you who are asking what that is, go to google and search for it, since now we are so dependent on wikipedia =x Haha!(So as Chun ren said)

Anyway, I'm pretty much worked out right now and I'm not even half prepared for it. To make things worse, I have less than a week time to prepare for everything, and EVERYTHING means whatever things that I had forgotten about scouting 2 years ago!! Right now I'm only slowly picking up the pace but time is not doing me any good. I guess I'll just have to get on with it and do what I can do =) How I wish I wasn't alone in this~

That pretty much sums up the uninteresting stories of my life, so there's nothing much for you guys to know these past few months, that is why I didn't blog =/ My days had been monotonous and mundane, living through each day in stupid HELP studying and coming home doing my log books, so, what is there to tell? Perhaps I'm overworked, maybe not?

Tata~

Wish me luck guys =)

Happy Valentines Day!

2009-02-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

I'm probably the last person to say this, but still, Happy Valentines Day people!

Despite all the downs and downs that we've been through together, we still made our way to yet another valentines, and although the last year I spent mine somewhere far far away, I still felt your presence and truthfully it was enough to know such feelings existed.

Another year spent with you meant a whole new chapter to me, opening all doors to every details of knowing you and reaching closer to you.

To people not knowing our relationship might look deceiving, but non of those matter, because I made you mine long before anyone else can get you. And since then, I devoted myself whole heartedly to love you and to look after you.

There's this inevitable truth chasing after us each day, and day by day, it reaches closer. One day, We leave, you leave, I leave, but wherever you and I may go, at least I know that, this is real. Whatever that we had been through together from day 1, meant the world to me,

Whatever future lies, I'll still be there for you okay? This truth hurts, and as painful as it can get, I will bear through the days without you, for one day I know we'll still have our chances, we shall see. =)

The day before yesterday was valentines, today is valentines, the rest of the days that we have left, are our valentines. Happy Valentines Day little one, the only difference is you don't get flowers everyday, or else I would have to eat grass, and you don't want me to eat grass right?Love ya.

LSE =)

HELP car park needs HELP!

2009-02-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

A reminder to all HELP students!

Please for the love of god, don't park your car after 8! Or else you'll end up like me hunting for one for 45 minutes! For that, I hate HELP Buses and the car park. So for those of you out there who are considering on coming to HELP, but don't like to sweat alot, don't like to whine about car parks alot and who hates to fight your way into buses, then you are looking at the wrong University. FORTUNATELY for me, I have 4 more months to go to leave this college once and for all! Muahahaaa! I pity you Aaron Chiu. =)

In the mean time, LSE LSE LSE! How come I still haven't hear from you!!

And OH, before I forget! Pictures from genting trip can be found in Ru Jin's blog ya, I suppose you all know about it already! Don't have to make another post la k! Buh Bye!

2009-02-11T23:51:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Hanisah!!

You will always be remembered =)

Kung Fu Mahjong!

2009-02-07T05:44:00.004+08:00

I can't believe myself, I actually learned how to play mahjong! How awesome can that be!?Just got back from chun ren's again, this time we expanded and diversified our game play, from poker, blackjack and now! MAHJONG!

But I have to say, we enjoyed ourselves, more laughing than playing, although at some point we figured those Ah Sams should be the one playing instead. LOL.

So now I'm gearing up to come upfront with all my aunties and uncles back in my hometown! Don't mess with young mahjong players! Right, I seriously need some rest, good night people =)

By the way, anyone up for mahjong? Hahaha! tata~

Just want you in every page, at the same time bringing down further that stupid korean. =x

This is why Kiang dislikes Korean, no offense to others.

2009-02-02T03:01:00.002+08:00

Just for the record, they played this like 10 gazillion times at Qi Kit's place.

Can you imagine the intense pain I felt there?

Happy Happy Chinese New Year Fellows =)

2009-02-02T02:18:00.002+08:00

I AM NOT A SEX ADDICT OKAY.

Jon Chin wrote them, he probably is one, so screw that post.

Chinese new year was poker poker poker for me, and losing losing losing comes after that. But despite all that, I had lots of fun =) To an extent la, it was a rather awkward new year for me this year, since I missed last year's. All I had was 3 days of cny in KL then back to Sibu, Sarawak, how's that for a chinese new year huh!?

Well at least I made it up to myself, 3 nights at chun ren's, 1 evening at Marcia's, 1 evening at Matthew's and just got back from Qi Kit's. Now I have this guilty conscious in me wei, like I spent 5 days not coming home for dinner with my parents. Oh well, the end of my exams set me free, at least for another week!

UCL =) This means I'm closer to leaving Malaysia. If everything goes well. Good night people, happy chinese new year.

2009-01-30T03:23:00.001+08:00

i'm a sex addict!!!!

beware!!!

Eve.

2009-01-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I'm studying on new year's eve.

Kesedihan yang teramat. Who reads on the eve?

Well, looking at the bright side, at least I'm not bald this year, and not stuck somewhere far east of Malaysia.

Consider myself lucky then. Signing off byebye!

ByebyeAngeline.

2009-01-25T02:47:00.006+08:00

I can't stand not making up to you guys, so I've decided to post a few pictures up from Marcia'camera, at Angeline's place =) Will elaborate more on that k?

Geez, elaborate reminds me of econs.

so does evaluate.

Gosh, to hell with that.

This is my girl making out with her Siamese Twins, gross right.

This pulak was sometime ago in December.

The one at the bottom is us being stupid. Me actually, her watching

新年快乐！

It's About Time

2009-01-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

You know what, I figured it's time for me to reconsider this whole blogging thing. I seriously seriously need to get my feet back on the ground. Well, it's not like anybody is gonna bother to view my blog anytime soon anyway. So heck! How am I suppose to get back my readers!?

I'm so tight up with exams I don't even recongise me anymore.

I'm sick of routines, boring ones. Eat Sleep Study, Sleep Eat Sleep Study, Study Sleep Sleep. And something I learned from Kiang, NEVER NEVER be too ambitious about studying after a party! NEVER! Argh! I just can't wait to be set free.

The saddest among all sad things that can ever happen to you is when your paper ends on first day of chinese new year! Worst of all, when you have 10 papers to sit for in TWO days, well I had, and it drained every single bits of my brain cells out, it's unbelievable for us to survive that dreadful battle. Blame NS.

For those who had been anticipating this long awaited post, I'm pleased to announce my return of blogging, at least for now. And I promise you more exciting posts *ceh wah* and never to let you people down again =(

Hey, at least I picked the right time to restart my blog k! Happy chinese new year people! Love you guys out there! Stay tune for more posts ya!

The 18th Me

2008-10-19T02:52:00.003+08:00

I'm in the midst of this undefined contentment, contemplating the existence of such reality. And I figured, it must have been the word friendship that has been filling up the emptiness and loneliness that each and everyone of us contend with. That I have not to worry, because you guys exist, and the 5 years, or 11 years, or 4 years, were worth it. Thanks for the great gifts guys. You too love. Cheers =) Happy birthday to me~ lalalaaa~

An Excruciating Message from Kiang, for Kiang?

2008-10-07T22:13:00.005+08:00

alvin says:

hahahahha

alvin says:

mayb i hafta go bangsar

kevin says:

LOL.

kevin says:

easier.

kevin says:

near my col.

alvin says:

hahahaha

kevin says:

u mean after movie?

kevin says:

y so bz

kevin says:

2 chicks samore

alvin says:

tatsheheheheh

alvin says:

my baby cheeky

alvin says:

shit

kevin says:

WTF.

kevin says:

WAHGHWERA@$@!#!@$!

kevin says:

fuck go awayyyyy

alvin says:

jnfjns;jb a/d /;j;bngk

kevin says:

WTF!@$!@%!@!@#!@%!@

alvin says:

jsd ;gn

alvin says:

jsdbgbv

kevin says:

*GASPS FOR AIR*

Right, so this was why it happened, and how!

Flaaaaaaaash backkkkkkkkk!!!

Video conversation

Natalia: hi babyyy xxxxxxx

Kiang: I xxxxxxx youuuu

Natalia: Sayang, xxxxxxxx

Kiang: Why do you look so sad? And what's with that sad face?

Natalia: =(

Kiang: awww, my baby cheeky ( wtf?)

Kevin: !@#@#!^%*&(&*

Thats why, it's very important to know who you're talking with, never ever ever ever, let that happen again. Anyway, it's his birthday next so yeah, he deserves some attention. BUT PLEASE, for the sake of not being mistaken as Nat's sister, go get a hair cut!! Happy advanced birthday my 1 week older brother, you were and still are a great friend to me and the rest of us, definitely a better friend when you were working in starbucks of course!

OH! Let's not forget about Tay Jun Lin. It's his birthday tomorrow! Aussie kid.

On top of all that, we shall steam up the steamboat restaurant tomorrow guys.

He was once the most adorable kid from our school.

And we adoreD you because you were so cute.

Not anymore,

because you cheated on me,

when I left for national service, you ditched me for Natalia.

On the flip side of it, at least people now know that you are A man.

GO "MAN"!

Happy 18th Birthday "Alvin" Kiang Shee Shiong, and please,

prophecies sometimes come true you know, so think safe, play safe, be safe. Cheers!

October Babies!

2008-10-06T21:59:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Miss Denise Kok and Sha Yee Jin!

Denise you owe me mamak!

And Yee Jin, you owe me a birthday post since 2007! You said you had it in your draft, but I haven't seen it until now. What is this huh huh? So much for being my primary school crush!

Anyhow, enjoy your birthdays. =) Cheers.

Musique

2008-09-30T23:50:00.004+08:00

I am currently into

Arctic Monkeys

On the contrary,

I bloody hate

The Jonas Brothers.

Because I find them gay, no offense to the ladies.

Minutes to October.

2008-09-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

We all know the significance of October. You know why, I know why. *winks* Apparently there are more september/october babies than any other month of the year. Hypothesis made by again my so ingenious classmates of HELP University College =D Here it goes, according to them, the very dense mating season for our parents or rather everyone else in that matter is between the month of December & January, cause it's the holiday season and supposedly sexual activities are more packed then. As much as I denied it, it gets me somehow. Because I remember having a spree of birthdays in the month of sep and oct, especially october! Try to think of it!

This however Ladies and Gentlemen, are just pure hypothesis. It doesn't imply that if you're not a Sep or Oct baby, it means you are accidentally manifested okay!

Chill, don't get me wrong here. Of course, I have no intention at all to publicize my birth date! I know, how ironic eh. =x You guys better remember okay!

Apart from all that, Wong Hui Yat, Happy 18th Birthday.

I did wish you on time the other day, but I guess our relationship has been drifted apart pretty badly huh =/ Cheers. Oh ya! And Selamat Hari Raya fellow Muslims, enjoy your ketupats! =D

Has September Ended?

2008-09-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

You know, I meant every word from my last post. Surely it wasn't just a fancy tittle for a post. Well, I suppose I should get back on track with this whole blogging thing. Obviously, I doubt there's even anyone who drops by these days, since it's such a cold and gloomy blog. Probably everyone has their eyes on BRYAN LIM's BLOG, knowing that he's like some cool celebrity now, blaahhhh I'm not jealous, am I? Only with his alpha, you biatch. So, tell me, has September ended?

Wake me up when September ends.

2008-09-01T23:55:00.004+08:00

I don't want to go back to college. =( This will be the end of my 3 weeks break, minus that one week of extra classes and extra 4 days of LAN classes. Damn I hate LAN.

Malaysia International Fireworks Competition 2008

2008-08-30T22:06:00.008+08:00

Lesson No. 1

Bring extra pillows or any other possible life saving objects that can help lessen impacts when your girlfriend is driving your car. You will never know how much help they will do you during impact. Trust me. So being a very considerate boyfriend, I've decided to let her drive us to Putrajaya yesterday. Don't get me wrong! I had loads of fun sitting in the passenger's sit although we did had a few close shots accidents now and then along the journey. I can say it was indeed exhilarating to be in it plus when the person you TRUST most is driving you =) I'm NOT COMPLAINING... Seriously, it wasn't that bad. I just had a few adrenaline rushes every time she hit the break that's all. =D How BAD can that be huh? Okay la, cut the sarcasms. She's not that of a bad driver after all, she's okay =D Or else I wouldn't even be blogging right now won't I =.= SO YEAH! I LOVED the fireworks and the whole night spent with her was just worth spending. But love, next time, I'll DRIVE. okay?

Yesterday's performance was from Team Australia cum finale of the MIFC 08 (and I thought they only have kangaroos). And if you're one of them who have missed the show, then too bad for you cause it was the end of it. Sorry to say, it was DARN GOOD. Check out the pics =)

I suppose that's about in on MIFC.

Happy Independence Day Malaysia, your roti canais and teh tariks will be loved and remembered forever and ever. Cheers.

*edited*

These are from her =D

Vodka =D

2008-08-28T10:27:00.009+08:00

Was in chun ren's the other day with Khim Yaw and Ws. We had nothing better to do that night, and the best thing was his parents weren't around. So, we all decided to thrash over his place and ended up drunk=.= Believe it or not, this creature slept right beside me on the couch all night =D It wasn't easy to get a shot of him you know. I suspect he has that hyperactive syndrome thing, or whatever you call them. But! you have to agree with me that he's adorable.

Then some week ago in Lake Gardens with CPs, we had PICNIC. I seriously couldn't be bothered to join them. Just because I get to see a long lost friend, so yeah, might as well go for it. Apparently I only met Soh like 3 times this year, THREE? In 8 months only 3 times, and we met like what everyday during our high school years? Well, I'm not surprise at all it happened. =)

08/08/08

2008-08-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

I am OLYMPIFIED.

Chuck Norris Facts.

2008-08-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

Recently in college, I was told by my classmates about some really hyperbolic facts on this guy Chuck Norris. So I went about searching for some in the net. And for those who do not know who Chuck Norris is, you might remember seeing him in the movie Dodge Ball. FYI, he is some over-rated American version of Jet-Li. Lol.

OKAY. He is THE Chuck Norris, do read this!Couldn't stop laughing myself when I first heard it from my classmates. Just want to share with some of you who might be interested in such things . Specially for those who just had a bad day/rainy day/physics test day, *coughs* that would be me. Cheers!

1. If you have five dollars and Chuck Norris has five dollars, Chuck Norris has more money than you.

2. Chuck Norris counted to infinity- twice.

3. It's widely believed that Jesus was Chuck Norris' stunt double for crucifixion due to the fact that it is impossible for nails to pierce Chuck Norris' skin.

4. Chuck Norris did in fact, build Rome in a day.

5. Chuck Norris got his drivers license at the age of 16. Seconds.

6. When Chuck Norris falls in water, Chuck Norris doesn't get wet. Water gets Chuck Norris.

7. Chuck Norris ordered a Big Mac at Burger King, and got one.

8. If you Google search "Chuck Norris getting his ass kicked" you will generate zero results. It just doesn't happen.

9. Chuck Norris once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. They made him blink.

10. A man once claimed Chuck Norris kicked his ass twice, but it was promptly dismissed as false - no one could survive it the first time.

These are by far my favorite 10. Extravagant enough??

Retardedneism.

2008-08-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

My college classmates are the lamest people you can ever find on earth.

P.S. You wouldn't want to know how lame they can get.
P.P.S. Really lame.

August

2008-08-02T23:55:00.003+08:00

I know you had a bad day. But don't we all have our have own bad days? It is only a matter of how we overcome them and to wake up the next morning telling yourself that you are not going to have another one miserable day while listening to Daniel Powter's Bad day. As much as I hate that song, I have to admit that he makes good lyrics u know. And come on how bad can bad days be when you have a guy who stands by you all the time huh? What about those single woman out there who has no shoulders to cry on whenever bad days are showered on them? Think of the less fortunate ones love, but then again too bad for them.

Come to think of it, I think I'm addicted to foosball. And pool. And forcefully addicted to physics, chemistry and economics. And you know what's the irony of it, I can't cope with my non a-levels or stpm friends anymore, we'll be talking nonsense about some newton's law and chemical bondings and some of them only talk about baking potatoes and managing this cooking this eating that. Oh gosh, I can't believe how many ands I have in a word. But yeah, I think it comes up to why we're all not as one now. Come to think of it, you have to agree with me that SPM kept us together, it is because of that we go to tuitions together, we go for our so call GROUP STUDY together. Until it was ended, that was when our conversations have changed to a very extensive way. Apart from that, we still have same jokes to share, same bullshits to talk about and I believe even in 10years time we'll still do so. Everyone of us, you, me, your friends and mine. When you have found the right people to spend your time with, catching a movie, going for pool and even just one simple outing, they will somehow make all your time spent with them worth it.

OMG, I can't believe it, I've accidentally murdered a mosquito with one finger.
And I'm about to swallow my physics and maths book, God I hate a levels but love doing it at the same time.

Sorry again for the late updates! I have too many commitments. please do understand my shortcomings, I have better things to worry about and more important people to look after =D Tolong faham ya.

Happy Birthday, Love.

2008-07-19T23:57:00.005+08:00

Let me make things clear here first before you could draw a conclusion about this post of mine. The last I can remember, my last post for her was a month ago, so please do not assume that everything in this blog is about her shall we? Hmm..

Actually, it IS all about her.

I remember a few years ago, to be exact 2 years ago, when meeting up with her was an impossible thing to do. Even when I thought I had her in my grasp, nothing seems to be possible then. And that then, lasted for almost two long years. I can say that things weren't so easy for us back then, the worst part was that we were once separated for months, not even a word to each another or a single text message . That was the difficult part.

Then he got involved in this, how shall I say this, complicated relationship of ours, and things got worse, everything, EVERYTHING went out of control. It was the time where we say I can't do this without you, I don't feel right without you. So for some reason, things just got back into pieces, feelings just came sparking back up like wild fire. And that's when all the complications got involved.

The truth is, I couldn't be bothered about any of this. If going through all of these pain again can extend our time together, I don't mind seriously, I can do 10 times of it if I have to. Even if it's going to kill me inside, I would still go for it.
Let's be honest about this, how many of us here thinks that love is something that will last forever and ever until the end of life? OH COME ON, that is just something we say to please ourselves, hoping that things will always be alright and love will always be right there for you giving you all the sense of security you need. Sooner or later it will fade. Whether you want it or not, it is bound to happen.

My point here is, Ru Jin, I love you more than anything else in this world right now and I'm not ashamed at all of saying it. But whether or not you'll still love me in the years to come it depends on how things will be in the future, and that is out of our reach. So, rather than having time wasted on worrying about what is about to come, I would prefer to spend them on giving you the greatest time ever in your life, loving every bits of you and cherishing every moment we have left for each other.

It is your birthday and I think I did my best on giving you what I'm suppose to give you. And I doubt we have many birthdays left together, lets say about another 1 more with you and another 1 with me? =/ We both have our own direction to head for and dreams to go for, that is certain. Definitely we have no reason at all to hold them back dear.

I am worry that going into this too deep will leave a greater impact on the both of us. But I don't want at all to stop going deeper into this relationship I have with you. At the same time I do not want it to end tragically =/ Let's just leave this for next time! Haha! I'm being a little bit too paranoid here.

Alright here goes. I am really sorry if I've ever been a bad boyfriend to you. At any point I just want you to know that I never meant them. Yes! I know I've said it a million time but I just couldn't help it. I've caused you so much pain sometimes and I know myself cause I remember making you cry over the phone the other day, I'm making a public apology here so FAIR ENOUGH.

You've been such a beautiful dream to me and I pray not to be awaken at all by anyone. I can't help it when I see you everyday, cause you somehow look more stunning day by day and I wonder how you do that. This is so what every boyfriends say. Seriously.
Thank you for loving me and bearing things with me, I'll try not to make things so hard for you okay? I hope your birthday celebration was good enough, I hope I AM good enough for you. If I'm not tell me okay? I will make things better for you, at whatever costs, because I love you too much and I don't know what am I suppose to do without you. NS was bad enough b.

Hope you get the message =) xoxo Happy 18th Birthday my little girl.

cheers.

Thursdays, I love you.

2008-07-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Oh, you don't know how much I love Thursdays. It is the only day in the entire week that I get to eat myself up under that comfortable blanket of mine. And the best of all damn thing is that I get to come back home after sending my beloved to school in the morning. It gets annoying after sometime you know, being a full time driver of hers'. My sister I mean. My classmates refer them as the small ones. LOL. But oh well, don't we all have to do that. It's not like I'm the only one in college who does that. Fair enough =)

Let's go to bed now shall we? Good night people.

Have YOU got that SPIRIT!

2008-07-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

I couldn't say much about this, you could have experienced the thrill by yourself if you were there. The atmosphere was awesome. It was satisfying, the results, the crowd and the performances. And watching my little girl cheering after that win was even more satisfying. Congratulation shirtliff! It is still best to be remembered as a champion, cause I was once told, runner ups are always forgotten. And I couldn't agree more to that. So win or not win at all.

Dropped by at starbucks in KLCC after Cheer and got myself a FREE DRINK! Absolutely free! KIANG CHEE SEONG you are the best! And who said I'll never call if it's for that free drink =P
But actually quite true, hahaha! Hope he doesn't sees this. Bear in mind! This is not to advertise free starbucks ya!

I was too bored the other day in the chemistry lab after I finished my experiment. So, I took these shots. Yes, basically is what we STILL do now. OH! And that one above is the brown ring test, shut me up if you're not interested in any of this. Please do.

Tragically, my phone was harassed for the past few weeks when I was with her. And there are more to these pictures, these are only a quarter of them. If you say she looks stunning in pictures, wait till you see her in person. Fantabulous. Cheers.

Cheer 2008

2008-07-13T00:37:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Andrew! Remember to use that condom thing in the test tube your friend bought you. Something about "break incase of emergency". And I was just wondering, when you turn 18, you somehow will get in touched with a condom or some sex toy in a way or another. So Tell me, is that some MOST WANTED birthday present in your shopping lists or what?
Just got back from Andrew's. And his mansion in somewhere near sg long, is WOW. It was unbelievably huge. You have like never ending hallways and plenty of rooms along them. Funny thing is, it's not even their actual house they live in, just some house to go chilling during the weekends. Tell me about it.

ANYWAY, cheer comp was rather awesome today. Ironically, the guys are getting better this year. Seriously, if you've been there today you would have thought so too. And I thought we only buy cheerleaders for their mini mini MINI skirt. That's the only reason why guys are there anyway. So yeah, shirtliff's in the top 15 for tomorrow, so what the hell are you still doing here staring at the screen??? Get your pretty ass up and go support those shirtliffers! Although it sounds terribly wrong, but I like it. Shirtliffers. Haha. Sweet. Cheers =)

2008-07-10T23:44:00.009+08:00

Alright alright! I know I've been lazing around the whole month refusing to post any updates. But seriously, I've been practically killing my time doing nothing besides going to college and going on and on with my mundane life right now. Oh, have I told you I've been recently promoted to my sister's driver for the past few months and probably the rest of my life until my sister gets her own license. And I thought driving was going to be FUN!

Exactly 1 year and 3 days ago, I did this And this And I ended up like this,

Funny thing was I had to PRETEND that I was okay because all the parents were around so that smile I had in the picture, was totally faked. Oh well, we do things beyond your imagination for the troop. Things that involved even our own dignity. And that is not a topic to be discussed. Hahaha.

Oh well, what I can really say is that, 7th July is one historic day for all of us and for me. It is good that we chose one pretty date to be remembered for the rest of our lives. Believe it or not, even until today, we're involved in scouting, like it is forever flowing in our blood. Part of it is because we enjoy talking cock like how we use to do back in high school, and its different you know? College friends and high school friends, as much as you want to tie up with your college mates, something still stop you from doing it, for some reason, you would want to go back to high school and live life like there's no boundaries and limitations, break rules like you do it on purpose and go around skipping classes like nobody's business. Don't we all miss that? =) Oh speaking of them high school kiddos, I've got friends texting me telling me how much they're missing high school already, without realizing it, it's been almost half a year already huh? How come I don't get invites for any outings yet? I've lost touch with most of them since I got back from NS. And NS is another thing I miss, something I couldnt believe myself, haha!
Okay people, I promise not to leave my blog postless again alright? Forgive me for collecting dusts here anyway. Everyone deserves a break right? =) I actually have my girlfriend on the phone right now, shhh! Cheers!

Here are more pictures of 7/07/2007 Have fun!

And then it was over, what was left behind are nothing more than pictures with plenty full of memories and experiences with it. Pictures to mark the day we spilled all our passion and enthusiasm on, without even split second of doubting our own capacity, we've achieved more than what we've expected, and we're done with it. Leaving a benchmark for those ahead of us to set for, and achieving goals better than ours, bringing more fame to the school, the troop and the society. Cheers.

College college college.

2008-06-12T00:00:00.007+08:00

I was in the bus the other day in college and I bumped into this. What the hell. Can you see the irony of this picture? gosh. My friends and I quickly snapped photo of it and laughed ourselves out of this picture. Bunch of lifeless kids.

Alright, I have to be honest here. Blogging isn't my best interest in the past few weeks. Partly because of my SAT last week. Besides, I just don't have the urge to write posts anymore. Even for this post, I wrote it just for the sake of rujin asking me to update it. Or else it'll take me like another century to post something up.

Just some summary of what I've been doing lately. =) Enjoy.

25th May 2008- Senior camp.

Looks like a refugee camp to me.
And sepia pictures of my school so reminds me of WWII.
How nostalgic these photos can be.

Sometime after 25th May 2008.

OMiGosh, aren't they tempting!?

Curse you SAT. I will hate you forever, better give me good scores.

Happy happy birthday GRANDPA!

Ohh little cousin.

Ohh little girlfriend. =)

Okay ya blarrr, it's been all about her these days in my blog. But I can't help it, I've lost touch with most of the other people who were once in my life. It's not that I have a choice now right? Well, even given a chance I would prefer to stay owned. Oh, and because of this, I now have trouble speaking to girls in my college okay. And that's quite saddening, I don't even remember what flirting's like anymore. That is like the basis of man to woman communication, and I've totally left it behind somewhere, somewhere couldn't be found.

I have no intentions on tracing them back though. Those eye contacts, flirtacious compliments are better of left behind. They're all for you now, love. =) Cheers.

2008-05-30T00:03:00.004+08:00

We often say that things don't come easy in life. But in actual fact, they do come easy. It is a matter of whether or not you want to gamble your enthusiasm on it. Striving ahead regardless of what the circumstances and consequences that might be ahead of you. Now that will make life easy, or better still, EASIER. And I know it is a trite saying that everybody wants to be rich and famous, to be on par with those dinning in five star hotels on a Friday night, but, isn't that what we all want, living among wealthy patrons and having to spend all the money you have in the world just to gain self contentment?

So, Yes I want to be rich, I want to donate some money to all poor AH POHs selling vegetable in the wet market. Maybe buy all their veggie everyday and give it back to them to sell them again. Okay, I'm going no where with this. HAHAHA. Nah, I just feel sympathetic whenever I see old people. It's like I'll have this sudden urge in me that wants to dig out a penny in my pocket to give it to them. But most of the time I won't have change.
Therefore I shall hold on to my determination to earn big money so that one day, I'll be able to sign blank cheques for all the poor Ah POHs in the world. Cheers.

Might have been a little bit too late, but still, Happy 15th Birthday Sis.

For our friend, Sugan.

2008-05-19T19:21:00.003+08:00

It is a cliche to say that people come and go. But for some people, it means more than that. To get to say goodbye and not getting to say goodbye. That makes hell lot of a different. And it can happen to anyone of us, anyone at all around us. So, for those of you out there, who thinks that life is an everlasting and beautiful thing, think over it again, cause this world can be a little bit fucked up sometimes. People's lives are taken away like it is destined to be taken. But the worse part of death is not about feeling the intensified pain, but it is at leaving behind all the people you love most. To feel remorse, and to mourn over one's death. That is way painful than death itself.

I have witnessed a funeral today. I have seen the faces of the mourners, especially a friend of mine who went down to his knees and almost cried his lungs out. It wasn't a beautiful sight, nor it was a happy one. And you can feel it deep down in your heart, that piece of remorseful feeling felt by everyone at the crematorium, even though you are not close to the deceased at all, you somehow agree that God can be quite unfair.

On behalf of all johannians, I would like to extend our condolences to you and your family for your loss, and whatever it is that has happened, you do know that we have your back Sugan. =)

What's beneath the shots.

2008-05-10T17:20:00.003+08:00

A significant piece of badge conveying the true meaning of scouting- brotherhood.

It takes more than pride to hang that around your neck.

We serve and serve, even though they sometimes get into our nerves.

Alhambra Guitar, made from the finest wood in Spain. But played by a fool who can't sing. Heh! Just wanna let it rhyme! I can sing okay.

T.O.E.F.L

2008-05-10T01:21:00.003+08:00

It is not a name of a cookie or some yummy biscuits you can get in the supermarkets, neither it is a name of a stupid pet dog. To be honest, these stupid chocolate/cookie/biscuit name alike thing is actually a darn test. AND OH! How significant can the name of the test be!?Test of English as a Foreign Language!LOL. God knows why am I taking the exam, stupid english language exam. And God knows how am I going to deal with it without attending some workshop they organised for ADP students. Believe it or not I actually just paid and registered online and did a little bit of reading AND HERE I AM, the night before toefl!Burning some midnight oil.Geeeeeeez, how come I was never worried about this before!? I so regretted this. So. Is it right to call this the eleventh hour? Cause seriously, it's waaaaaay past midnight and I'm not in bed yet, not actually prepared for tomorrow's test, and also typing my way out in the dark. Blimey! Whatever it is, just keep your darn fingers crossed for me please? Cheers people!

I know it is a little bit too hackneyed to post her photo repetitively, and also to extend her beauty exaggeratively. But I really have to say she is one beautiful girlfriend.So, correct me if I'm wrong and don't blame me people. Okay, maybe I am being a bit too ostentatious. I'm such an ass. Nights!

Give me more!

2008-05-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

I WANT MORE OF YOU, RU JIN! From your desperately in need of love boyfriend.

Unwritten and unsaid.

2008-05-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

I have A LOT to talk about right now, just that I don't really know where to start. BUT at this very moment, I'm so at the verge of stabbing this 700paged book of SAT practices. And believe me, it is as tough as hell. Surprisingly, never have I expected it to be this deep. I said DEEP. It doesn't even make any sense at all, if all this while you assumed you know a lot of english, then try doing the SAT, it makes you and all of us look awfully stupid and mentally retarded. The vocabs used are unbelievably deep. And Americans call these CRITICAL THINKING! Geez, give me a break! Hishammuddin never taught me that! How am I suppose to take the test?? You tell me!!

Anyhow, I have another month to gear up my English, rest of it is up to Mr. God to make the test less difficult for me. please please do something about it......
I spent the evening with my grandma and cousins today, and somehow my lovely grandma looked rather contemporary today. A very IN grandma she is. HAHA. Believe it or not I actually held her hands on the streets of bukit bintang today. And I felt like a grandma's boy again like how I use to feel 10 years ago. =) awwwwww..

P.S I am still a zealous johannian, just like how it used to be in the old days. And for those competing in drama next week, just bear in mind that you may feel distress at times, but don't you ever feel despair. You may feel pressed down and tensed up, but remember that you will never be defeated, cause you are all true johannians. Cheers. Beat those cows in the farm. You get the picture.

Happy Anniversary

2008-04-25T21:27:00.005+08:00

Non of you out there might know what happened between the both of us. The truth is our relationship wasn't publicised like any other relationship you see around you. And neither bragging or showing off matters to me cause what I have had then was more than I could ever asked for. That was two years ago, where I first proposed to her. Like I said, it was not some hot topic back then. Cause back then I was overshadowed by all the others who were tailing on her too. Not just overshadowed actually, I was barely known. But I never minded that, nothing else seemed to be important to me except to see that smile on her face every single day. And when there's a saying about nothing lasts forever, especially the feeling of joy you have inside, starts to fade away for some stupidest reason you could have ever imagined. For that, We were separated. Not because we lost our affection for each other, but for some other thing. So, I was told not to love and to let go. So I did, little by little, bit by bit. And every bits of feeling I let you lose, it somehow felt like bits and pieces of my heart was taken along with it. I would be lying if I said I bared with it, who could have ever withstand that burning sensation? Yes, say that I'm exaggerating it, just wait till you're in my shoes. Loving someone when everyone else in the whole damn world sees her as a someone to some other guy. Go ahead, say that I'm some jerk who took her away from him. Say it! I've never, never stood up for myself in this matter. The fact is I never start loving her few months ago, my heart was set for her 2 years ago, and maybe even longer. So this is it, for the last 2 years, I've gambled my soul on her, whether any of you like it or not, I'm very very very much in love with her. I'm so sorry if I've made a bad remark on anyone of you out there, so please, don't look me in the eyes anymore like I'm some screwed up loser who took her away, I've suffered enough from the problems we once had, and that's painful enough. But if you still do so, all I can say is I'm sorry for being a loser to you. Anyone of you. Happy anniversary love, you rocks my socks =D <3

you're the sexiest living being besides my mum and grandma. =D

2008-04-16T23:52:00.005+08:00

I'm worn out and loaded with mushroom swiss from chilies. I ate until a certain extend where i felt like puking, as for that, no breakfast for me tomorrow. LOL. Internet was down last week, so I couldnt really update my blog. Anyway college is getting a little bit hectic lately. Right now, I just wanna lie down on my comfy bed and worry less about tomorrow, and tomorrow's tomorrow. For once I don't wanna think of anything else besides my pillow and bolster, so go away, let me sleep!!!!!

P.S. Passed my driving test =D lets go bang some balls, but no tumpang all ahhh. =P Nights ppl.

I know this is very vain, but I couldn't help it la.

This picture kinda turned out to be a good shot. hahaha!

Chocz

Fondueeee.

xoxo, 8 more days sweety =)

2008-04-08T17:56:00.004+08:00

Men's Dormitory, I never photoshop it ya! It's the actual photo.

Night view of Junaco =)

See that building over there? Couples make out there okay! =P

It's not that we're being racist or something, they call this CHINESE gathering. lol.

Splendid view.

CNY celebration =) I was the emcee, so don't ask why I'm dressed up like that, it's not mine either.

These are only a few pictures out of hundreds of them I have. I just haven't get them yet =) So keep track of my blog if you wanna know how I spend my 2 and a half months there alright? I'm so happy that my grew a little bit. LIIIIITLE bit is enough for me OKAY! Over there in NS, we don't even stand a chance to keep A LITTLE BIT hair. Heh. Cheers.

E-X-P-O-S-E-D

2008-04-01T18:55:00.003+08:00

Figure it out yourself who's in that photo =x

Help me HELP.

2008-04-01T17:54:00.005+08:00

My math lecturer is hot, my chemistry lecturer IS also hot, my econs lecturer tried to look hot, but still not as hot as math and chemistry. And you know, they really motivated me to study hard, just in a different way like any other lecturers. short skirts! I said SHORT not mini okay. Still very decent =D

LOL. I'm just way too bored and I feel like writing something so yeah. I'll study really hard mum and dad. And I promise not to let the both of you down. =) Just sometimes I reallyyyy need to pay attention, not at those skirts but the class I mean. Hahaha! Maybe I exaggerated a little. But given a choice to choose between the HOT and SEXY lecturer and the WISE and OLD, THICK-FRAMED glasses lecturer, I'll definitely pick the latter! It's sometimes freaky to have such young lecturers u know, gosh, you feel so insecure. But then, they're not that bad actually. Well. will give them sometime =) Until then if they still suck you can actually sack them! How come we never have such authority back in high school huh!!?

Looking back at my school magazines, I kinda miss school. OH! about that, I have a victorian in my class. AND I HATEEEEEEE HIM. No offense, but I actually kinda figured out his one of them, cause they all seem to share the same characteristics. And gosh, the way they talk. Can somebody please tell them to change. No offense yah. But it's true. They never change. Or does it has anything to do about me being a johannian? You tell me. =D Till then people. Adios.

_____________________________________________________________________

I have no rights to defend myself, but I have the right to love, and to be loved back. I don't expect myself to be forgiven. Not at all.

Kevin Wang Lee HOM XD

2008-03-28T17:44:00.003+08:00

HAHA! WTF, how vain... We both have some similarities don't we??? HAHA! I bet I'll get fucked like hell if any fans' of lee hom sees this. Gosh, I'm so imagining things these days. My sister sent this to me at the first place and said our pics look quite alike. You can't blame me for being honest =P HEHE! What a first week of college~~

" March Intake"

2008-03-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ya. We are like the weird ones. I feel so alienated. LOL. Probably it's the first week of my classes, and I'm still trying to adapt into this whole college thing. But gosh, Kinda think of it. I kinda regretted going to NS, a little bit la. Cause yeah, 4months of doing shits, and then back to physics chem maths, it's like cracking open my brains again. Feel so stupid now, EXTREMELY stupid. Wish me luck people.

WELL, at least I have her around. xoxo

College.

2008-03-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

I guess this would be the end of my carefree life. 2 weeks of doing nothing after coming back from national service and now I'm starting college. Well, I'm still trying hard to adapt myself back here, but i think I'm doing good. Besides the fact that I still have to look into the mirror everyday watching the bald headed me and remembering the days I had spent in national service. I suppose I'll get over it someday. SOMEDAY when my hair grew longer.And, can anybody tell me what can make my hair grow rapidly?? I can't stand another day looking at myself, seriously.

Anyway, I'm looking forward for college actually. Yayayaaa, some of you might say that college sucks and dadadaaa with the amount of work load you'll have and all but HEY, you were all like me also when you first started college am i right?? So yeahh, I deserve to feel the same way.

Looking back at this picture, I have to say that I'm actually quite... charming. hahaha! Not that I'm bragging or something, but you have to admit it don't you. Cheers! Wish me luck in college.

11A1s,10A1s, 9A1s, 8A1s.......Who cares?

2008-03-18T13:16:00.013+08:00

12th March 2008

Good luck with national service mate =) Go hit some chicks there, it'll be fun. Cheers

Anyway, now that you all know I'm back in KL, I just want you to know a little bit of something about my journey back here, oh wait, HECTIC journey back here I mean. You all know that we end our service on the 11th of March right? But for the unlucky ones like me, I got to go back on the 11th also , so called ELEVENT, but I touched down on the 12th, If 1a.m in the morning is considered as 12th I mean. So yeah, guessed what happened?? You tell me what else can bloody happen in the airport? FLIGHT DELAY. And please, I definitely won't go crazy if they delayed it like once OR worse twice. BUT for god sake, they delayed it 3 times. THREE DAMN times, and all we did was just waiting and waiting and waiting. First it got delayed from 830 to 945, den 945 to 1045, THEN 1045 to 1145. So you do the math, took us almost 2hours to fly from Sarawak to KL. Another thing is, I really don't mind if I can sleep throughout the day the next day, but guess what again, SPM RESULTS. So you can imagine how exhausted was I, got home at 3 in the morning, unpacked till 4, woke up at 8 and off to school. So yeah, what a welcome home schedule for me. =) Ahhhh, SPM results, I'm still kinda furious about it now, for missing only 1A1 to get the partial scholarship from HELP. Just don't mention about it when I'm around. I'm still going to apply, just better hope they accidentally viewed my results wrongly OR I could send in my application with a 50ringgit note clipped on it to bribe them or something? Maybe 2 50ringgit notes? Hmm? Ah Fuck it. 10k.....geeeeez...

Oh speaking of food. On the day of SPM results, I had Chilies with my schoolmates, then on that Saturday I had German sausages sponsored by my senior in some German BAR. You will never believe what we went in there with. Everyone of us! Slippers, short pants, T-shirts, which we never changed like for a day=.= Should have taken a picture of us. haha! Anyway and THEN the next day, mum brought me to Italianese for italian food at the Gardens FOR FREE! F.R.E.E. Absolutely free of charge. Just don't ask how the hell I got it. It was bloody embarrassing. XD But who cares, free food!! That's for almost 3months of fish and chicken everyday. I deserve something good for the 1st week don't I? Gosh, you'll never believe what we had there everyday. Well, I'm not actually complaining, cause we don't pay for it. But the meals are the same, ALMOST the same everyday!! If it's not fish, then it's chicken or else it's hotdog. Good luck to all of you trainers leaving today, trust me, it's going to be fun =) OH, you'll have EXTRA fun if you're going there single. BELIEVE ME. Heh! Especially if you're leaving for Sabah or Sarawak. Sexy Iban girls. HAHA! EH, I didn't cheat on her okay?? I kept cool there, VERY cool.

Last weekend. Back to scouting =)
Yes I know, school's over and what the hell am I doing in school for scouts? Just two words every1 of us will use, Forever Serve.

Fresh Bloods

The Dedicated Rovers

Also 1 of them

So tell me, how can we johannians not love St. John's?

Johannians only, trespassers will be prosecuted.

Night view of St. John's

Girls in the Scout group? Tell me about it.

ESG Band?

The Ceremony

Lastly,

I just want my hair/HAIRS back....................*cries out loud* =(

Oh one last thing,

Meet the Spartan, my Greek uncle from Greece. He came back for CNY and went back last month, yeah, I so MISS him.

*The End*

Back and BACK for good

2008-03-17T08:45:00.003+08:00

I'm just too lazy to move my fingers nowadays. Probably still not use to the life here in KL. No more morning PT, no more MARCHING, no more fixed breakfast lunch dinner. Hahaha. Give me some time to adapt myself here will you? Alright I'm just really glad that I'm back here in KL. My blog has been like a DEAD blog for the past few months, blame the government =.=

Okay, now that I'm back, I'll update my blog more often ayte? Cheers peeps.

Pictures from Investiture Night 2008

3

2008-03-07T12:13:00.002+08:00

3 more days!!

Yeap, That's it. 3 more days and I'm out of this place. 3 more days and I'm done with this service. 3 more days and I'm back to my life I once had. People, Just tell me I'm not forgotten. Cause I think I am somehow forgotten in someway. But you know, I'm kinda used to the life I have here already. And I have plenty of stories to tell, just don't know where to start. One stupid thing here is, it takes me 500m of distance to walk to the dinning hall to have my meal and 500m back to my dorm. Can you even believe how far we have to walk everyday?? 6 meals a day, which means 12 times back and forth WHICH ALSO means 6 km a day?!?! WTF, and I've been walking for 2 months here every single day. So can you imagine the calories I get to burn here?? Forget about going to gym, you can slim down even here itself =P

I'll post more pictures here when I'm back in KL. Don't be amaze with my skin colour now. I'm much darker than before. hahaha! Oh crap, and bout taking my spm results on the day after I touch down at KL. What the hell are they trying to prove to us NS trainers? That we're some kinda human machine?? Gosh not even a day off and SPM RESULTS? You've got to be kidding me. Alright then, I can't wait to see you guys on the 12th of March. I really miss school, i really miss st. john's, and I really miss the moments we all had together. Let's just meet up at Maju Curry House. Cheers. I haven't say this in a while, but, Fide Et Labore.

Siri 5 Kumpulan 1 2008

2008-03-02T10:07:00.007+08:00

I have loads to say about national service, but I just don't have the time to talk about it. One thing's for sure, it's terrific and bloody good. Will post more pictures when I'm back in KL. Take care guys =) I miss everyone in KL, mum dad and sis!! And also you baby =) Cheers. 1 more week to go!

CNY at Marcia's

2008-02-24T09:10:00.002+08:00

Matthew laughed for 15minutes when i arrived and said i look handsome. Wtf is he trying to proof? Alright I'll post more pictures in ns when Im back ayte, till then, stop laughing at my hair. cheers. I've had enough with everybody laughing at me =.= Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYY!! I LOVE YOUU!!

Colt M-16 5.56mm

2008-02-17T10:25:00.002+08:00

2008-02-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

I can't think of anything to say but I want to say something, seriously it's been ages since I last touch my blog and I don't know how is it like to blog anymore. I've basicly lost touch with the internet world. You tell me where should I start. Haha!! I'll be back in a few days time for CNY, so if any1 of you wana see my bald, just give me a call k? LOL I miss KL la. Bloody hell the best shopping mall here is like the standard of Kota Raya, how sad RIGHT?!! you guys better still remember me when I'm back! I gtg. take care people =) I miss my mummy =(

Sunday at SIBU TOWN!

2008-01-06T10:10:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Whats up with everything in KL?! Right now Im in some shopping complex in Sibu, surprisingly they have internet cafe. wtf right? Im so missing KL right now! Alright then, I really don't know where to start about national service, I'll come back and talk more bout it k? But one thing's for sure, my hair is BALD!! Hahaha!! So you bitches better not laugh at me when I'm back k?!! Hmph! Take care people, and all the best in college/ work ( for kiang)

I'm missing you really badly rujin. xoxo

2007-12-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

Leaving in a few minutes time, take care people and all the best in college. Just want to make this short and simple. Wouldn't want it to be too dramatic and stuff. adios. In case I don't get to wish some of you happy birthday, I'll do it here then.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY THENG!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SOH YUN HAN!

You guys are fucking legal now, faster go bang people! Hahaha!! Seriously, I'll be missing all of you.

2007-12-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

life is full of ups and downs but know that each experience and todays to come, you are stronger than yesterday.. i'm leaving for ns soon, bye ppl! once again.. sibu is a town, a chinese town. my gf wears pajamas too, and i still have stg against ppl who wears pajamas :) okay i wanna bath now

2007-12-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

Oh and bout the pajamas. LOL It wasn't my post. Some girl hacked into my account and typed it. Haha. But i do have something against people who wear pajamas. Their just too cute to be true. OH What the hell am I saying. Don't get offended yah.

*edit*

Oh and she's not just some girl, she's my pretty gf =D so yeah

National Service!

2007-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

I'm in a total state of denial. I'm leaving for ns this Sunday but I've just opened my letters from ns few days ago. Am I thrilled for national service or what, you tell me. But ofcz if you're telling me I'll be meeting some chicks there then BOY AM I THRILLED! What's bothering me is the people whom I'll be leaving behind for months. Gosh it sucks badly okay. I'm talking bout my mum =D who else do you think I'm talking about? And people, the place I'll be going it's not going to be some ulu place, and I'm not going to fuck some orang asli there cause there's a town near my campsite okay. And duhhhh, I have a gf and I'm not going to screw those people in ns ofcz. You have my words =P Anyhow you guys will miss me won't you? Gosh I can't stop saying that la. Cheers. Will talk more about it =D

Genting lowland =.=

2007-12-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

McD's model =.=

I have to say his a one good looking indian dude, he told me he wants a chinese gf =.=

This is so not like us.

Ahhh yess.. pool, we lived on it in genting

Fuck=.= distributing drugs.

This was so not my idea.

WTH?? MM YUM YUMM Bak kut teh????

Guess who's? =P

3 hours in starbucks.

Okay, we planned for genting like before SPM and now it just ended like that. Oh gosh, proms over, genting's over, schools over. I guess what's ahead of us is college and a new bunch of friends with new bunch of life style eh? I'm gonna say it over and over again and you'll probably b bored listening to me. I MISS SCHOOL! I fucking miss skipping class, going for drama practice, skipping moral period, not going to class and hide in the scout den, and canteen food wtf. I can't believe I'm saying this. OH well, adios amigos high school and ola college life. Oh wait, NS first.. grrrr.. I can use M16, screw you bitches =P Nights.

pajamas-ist

2007-12-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

i've got something against ppl who wears pajamas..

2007-12-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving for genting tomorrow peeps! Will be back on Sunday, see you guys around ayte =) Anyway just a reminder, I'm leaving for NS next Sunday, so prepare your tissue papers to cry for me kayy! Feel free to book me before Sunday but most of the time I'll be busy layaning her la =x

So for those who are about to start college, best of luck and don't forget about me.
For those who still wants to fuck around working like kiang, good luck to you too.
For those who just want to sit down at home and do nothing and rot, get ur ass up and do something productive for god sake. Cheers people and good luck in life. You're on your own now, no more lepaking around like we did in high school okay!?

St. John's is what I'm starting to miss right now.

SJI-SBU Prom 2007

2007-12-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

2007-12-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

Before I forget,

Happy 17th Birthday Vivian Loy!
And I'm sorry for the early wishes for last year and this year! But still! I get to wish you twice!HAHA! Cheers! Stay beautiful and may all your dreams and wishes come true, especially the one about getting a hot boyfriend like kevin ritee? Hahaha! I'm messing around. Miss me when I'm gone =)

2007-12-19T15:27:00.001+08:00

Yes I owe you all an explanation. In fact I owe you an apology. Yes, the whole world knows I'm an ass and I'm that bad person who took her away from you. I have nothing to say and nothing to explain about.

Hell I've lost touch with blogging already, mayb it's because the fact that I'm leaving for NS that's bugging me all this while. But it's not that I'll b going for years, It's 3 months people, to be exact 2 and a half months. And I expect someone to throw me a surprise party before i leave yaa! It's 30th dec 1.30pm at bukit jalil car park C, feel free to drop by and I know you all love me so bring something for me k?? You know people kept telling me that I'll get some sakai girlfriend went I'm back from Sarawak =.= Where I'm about to go is a place call SIBU. And it's a town for god sake not some deep forest in the middle of no where! And oh oh! What you guys are craving for is to see my hair bald riteeeeeeeee.. But guess what! I'll be doing my haircuts over there people. It's free. And from what my mum told me, they have contracts for cutting our hair and my mum's doing some kind of insurance for them. =.= Can you fucking imagine that...Why the hell they need some contract to cut our hair. Do we look like pets to them?
Oh yes and I passed my undang test today! And there's this dude who was sitting behind me, he finished his test and said out loud " YAO FAIL, SIGHH, HOU SIEN". You know that kinda slang a typical chinese dude will give you? And shit I was sitting right behind him doing my questions and there he was ruining the atmosphere. He gave me this sudden feeling of grief tau=.= wtf and that was when i was about to finish my questions. But yeah I still passed.
So YES I have a confession to make, that I'm with rujin and nothing stops us from being together. And I don't wanna make it look like it's some kind of fiesta or something. That's y I've been keeping it to myself all this while. I remember the promise we made and I know i broke it, and so I don't deserve this friendship with you. It may sound easy for me to say but trust me, I felt guilty as hell the night I read your blog. And I know feeling guilty itself can never erase the pain in you. I sincerely apologise even though it is too late. Cheers.

SJI- SBU PROM 2007

KOREA KOREAA

2007-12-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

Aniyo HA SAE YO!

2007-12-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

Okay whatever that means, I'm heading off to the airport in a few minutes time. So I thought I should drop by my very last post here. God knows what will happen there right? Maybe some Hot Korean girl will kidnap me there and not let me go back. What are the odds right? I'll be back on Saturday and hopefully I'll know what am I suppose to do then. Cause trust me finishing SPM is not as fun as I expected. I'm practically doing the same things like I did before SPM, the only difference is without the books. And ya, for those who just finished their SPM or whatsoever. Please enjoy that feeling of IM DONE WITH MY SPM while you can? Cause yeah for me it kinda like worn off already. Alright then people miss me when I'm gone.

Tagged By Vivian Loy

2007-11-29T23:56:00.001+08:00

A tag is so what I need right now, my blog's like having a drought since spm, gosh. Alright, I need a little bit of time to get use to all this blogging stuff.

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. My girlfriend wrapped in a gift box
2. 10A1s for my SPM?
3. 100 cups of free starbucks voucher
4. Something for my prom
5. A new handphone for god sake

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Vivian Loy
YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. She's hot
2. She's pretty
3. She's sweet
4. She's lovely
5. She ain't bitchy =)

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
She remembers me? Cause we were primary friend and She's this hottie girl I met in school, and I never thought she'll recongise me ever.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
Kevin your sexy..heh..no la, hmm, she said I look good in shades =D You did said it right =/

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
Now I know why you insisted me to do this tag, I will be glad that I have a hot girlfriend =x
although I'm sure she doesn't want me.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
I stab her from the back and call her a bitch which I'll never do that =.=

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Hui Yat
2. Marcia
3. Bryan Lim
4. Alex CHEAH Wei Hong
5. Jonathan Chin
6. Yee Jin
7. Qi Kit
8. Audrey Mah
9. Matthew Tan

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
No idea, nobody probably.

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
ahhhhhh, this one very hard to sAy. Wait was it Girl A or Girl B. I think A =)

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!You tell me, I think 1 will like his hot and sexy body.

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
OH OH, Quite a cute couple i suppose. Well 1's cute with everybody =)

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
I heard he registered Taylor's 2 days ago. MASCOM

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
hahaha, the day before sejarah, or few days b4 sej. Cause she was reading sej until i chat with her.

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
WORK??WORK? You kidding me??

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Hell knows, she's studying in desa perdana.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Define Woo=.=

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
ahhhh~~ We woo-ed each other in bed didnt we =P

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeap yeap, all girls. Just met one that day.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3?
It was a scout camp and I thought he was a malay =X Since then we we're close.

AND NO.4?
Never really know him until IDC, before that thought he was some poyo ass =P Not until then.
No heart feelings ah!

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
few minutes away from her school.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
LOL, IDC, I'm never gonna mention what I said before I met her. SHUT UP ALEX

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
To be honest, his definitely one of the sexiest guy in the world. Look at his face and dont tell me he dont look like Brad pit.

Happy Belated 19th Birthday Sis!

2007-11-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday Su yun! Well you have to admit that sometimes your sister/cousin sister/ mother/ grandmother are hot you know. Oh wait, I have to admit their hotness. But you know how this things come along rite? The closer they are to you, the MORE you wouldnt admit their hot, especially when they ask u this question. AM I HOT? Gosh that's the killer question, never in a hundred years iI'll answer yes for that question. In fact I've never answer that question actually=.= What I do is I'll always avoid seeing them for the next 5 minutes and just pretend like ntg just happened =D Anyway it's her 19th birthday 2 days ago and I hope for the best of you and Good Luck in your stpm ayte sis? Keep roccking on babe! You look hot! =x I'm not giving her number away. Cheers.

National Service Here I Come

2007-11-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

Okay people you all can start whining bout where are you going for NS. For me I'm flying to SIBU, SARAWAKKKKKK! Alright then, Study. Till then, tell me where you guys going okay =) I don't sound thrilled do I?=.=

Goodbye boys

2007-11-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

We all know it's hard for us to say goodbye or see you some other time, or even just see you later. The next thing you know is you'll probably only get back to that friend of yours in the next 10 years or mayb even 20years you know. You'll probably be in some shopping mall buying some undergarment and the next thing you know is the person standing beside you was your ex-classmate. How cool can that be HUH? You'll probably run out off topic and the most common question will be " are you married", or " do you have kids now?How funny can that sound huh? AND yeah we all know that high school's life is coming to an end and we should all mourn about it and start crying our tears off. Well that's not exactly what happened in my last day of school, it was rather weird to me. To be honest I think I was the only who was dripping tears and getting all emo-ed and I wondered why=.= For once I thought I can have somebody else and ANY random people beside me to just look as if they were sad. But argh, it was rather awkward for me that day, I couldnt hold back my tears. Yeaa yeaa, go ahead and LAUGH.
So yeap, tomorrow's maths and the day after is EST and we have another week to go and that's like the end of our 5 years. Yeap. 7 more paper and thats the end of it. I haven't blogged since last month, gosh. I suck. Best of luck people. We go for teh tarik after SPM =)
And yeah who gets free tickets for My Chemical Romance spare me some yeah =p

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Tell me where else can you find pictures like this =)

Happy birthday yee jin <3

2007-10-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

I somehow love this picture with you, probably the only pic with you.

Ok probably i sworn not to post anymore. But then again it's YEE JIN we're talking about. Ok then, lets put it this way, I'll only blog when it's somebody's birthday, fair enough. I'm so making myself to feel NOT guilty for not studying.

Ayte, I have some really interesting story to talk about. It's something way back in primary =) Goshhhhhh, I've never made any confessions in my blog before. But yeah, she was my crush, second or third I couldn't remember. And it was also one of my heart broken cases, like really heart broken. Tell me how bad can a crush end up? Well I guess mine ended quite tragically. It's quite, sad. For a 10 year old ofcourse it's sad to have your crushs' parents to lecture you about not to like their daughter. BUT yeah! I wonder why my crushes always end up with their parents screwing my ass. Kinda think of it, maybe I'm not a parent person, too bad I can't kiss their asses and tell them how much I'll love their daughter. Geeez, this is not why I posted this blog.

Ok, Sha Yee Jin, I've fantasised alot about you back then, I never told you about it before cause you BROKE MY HEART REALLY BAD, hahaha, nah I'm just kidding. To tell you the truth I always love having you around, hell knows why I had a crush on you back then, were you attractive then? Well you sure are now =P

You are the first person I had a really serious crush on and I think you should know that. I remember those days I never dare to face you cause I'll feel shy and don't even dare to speak to you. That's the symptoms for being in love isn't it? Yeah I remembered those love letters I wrote to you, and I heard you dumped them without even reading it =.= Come on!!At least keep them so we can have something to laugh about now right???

It's cool thinking about how our friendship can last this far, I remember the time where I thought I'll never speak to you for the rest of my life and how I always stayed 5feet away from you. It's not that your scaring me, your just too nice to be scary.

We've been friends for 9 years, and I want to be your friend for another 9 years and the following 9 years until there's no more years left for us to be friends. And thanks for inviting me to your party =) Hope your cramp's getting better now, you can always count on me when your in pain =) except for period pain la=.= Happy 17th Birthday Yee Jin, you've been more than a friend to me for the past 9 years and I really appreciate this friendship. After spm I don't think we'll meet up for tuition classes anymore =( But we'll hang out more often ayte =) Take care pretty! You got big eyes O.O
PS: I still have trauma facing your dad, your mum's better, I doubt she remembers me =P.

Happy 17th Birthday Wonderful Wong

2007-09-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

While reading this post just ignore the previous post. I know I'm not suppose to be updating my blog anymore but how can I resist not writing about the one person I care so much. And yes I guess you all know her better than me, I believe she has been known by others so well that Wong Hui Yat became a LEGEND, someone that everyone wants to talk about =) Good things about her I mean.

I bet I'm not the only one writing about this particular women, but what I'm about to say lies at the very bottom of my heart.And also some things that I've been trying to tell you all this while.
It was way back in form 2 when I first met Hui yat. Back then we were somehow very very close and we go out for movies very often after Kasturi. But after that year she went missing for quite a while. Back then everyone wants to be a friend of Hui Yat, that includes me. She's this jovial and happening girl that everyone is looking forward to know and I just happen to be one of them.

I'm never good in my words to express my feelings to you Hui Yat. But you know I always appreciate having you around, calling my name with that sweet voice of yours everytime I see you. Dragging me along to take pictures with you even though sometimes I act like I don't want to but deep inside I wish to take loads of pictures with you. And that monkey thing you gave me before I left for England, It snapped somehow. But I kept it in my pocket all the while and it reminds me of the beautiful you and really made me think of you very very much. And every warm hugs you gave me made me feel like I'm here with the most comfortable person ever and there's nothing else in the world to worry about. You ease all my pains and sorrows with your beautiful smile and I hope you won't take that away from me. I might not be comparable to some other friends of yours, but I really want you to know that you have been a very important chapter in my life. And you will always be important to me in the future.
I won't forget the number of times you said I look good even though everytime I deny them. I won't forget about all the comforting words you have said to me whenever I LOOK like I'm sad to you. I won't forget about you saying " Kevin, you ok ah?" after every hug you give me. cause somehow you'll know how I feel after every hug. I won't forget about all the pictures I've taken with you and how everytime I try to re-take them because I know I don't look good. I also won't forget about all the time we spent together cracking up jokes with all the other people. And definitely I won't forget you Wong Hui Yat. Happy 17th Birthday and have all your dreams come true because you know you deserve them. Actually I have lots more to say but I just couldnt remember them. But whatever it is, you know you are everything to me =)
Stay Wonderful. Cause you are wonderful. Loves

You make all the pictures with you in it perfect.

26th November.

2007-09-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh, my picture after falling. Ya, go ahead and laugh, I know i look stupid.

I guess this will be my last post for now until sPM's over. I have to say this, Wesley's girls are hot! hahahaha! I'm out of word already, maybe blogging is just not meant for me. I'd retired as a prefect in my school and I'm so looking forward to commit offenses. I've never knew it will be so cool doing the wrong thing. Now i understand students. Come on people, I'm just trying to blend in as a NORMAL student after 5 years of not being one. But yeah 55 more days and still counting. Oh and one thing =) Julius, some dude from our school is representing MAlaysia to Japan for public speaking competition! LOL~ cause he was the runner up for the nationals and some how got into the international level. If he were to compete with Japanese people, I bet he'll beat them all=.= Cause the last time I met a Japz, they weren't good in english, AT ALL. I've been constantly telling myself not to fantasize about this hot malay girl from CBN and I told myself over and over again I don't wanna be Kevin bin mohamad. And Kiang don't wana be Kiang bin abdullah. Ahh~ Why malay girls getting hotter lately?? Took me so long to realize them. I remember some1 telling me, malay girl will go for chinese boy, chinese boy will go for malay girl, indian girl will go for chinese boy, and chinese boy will go for indian girl. And nobody wants malay boys xD Ok let me get this straight, I'm not trying to be racist ah. There are some hot malay guys also la k. But you guys need to work harder man. No offense yah~ So cheers people, see you on the 26th Nov =) or mayb 27th or 28th, I'm afraid going back home is the last thing I wana do =) cheers! Here some pictures for you guys. enjoy! You know in my campfire, I never had the chance to flirt. How sad rite?knowing that almost 700+ people will be turning up and can do nothing about interacting because we were too busy running the show. And looking back at those pictures made me feel like organising another campfire, hahaha. But yeah, I miss all the arguments we had on the things we do. it was wild I tell you. i remembe flirting with this girl in the middle. Gosh I'm still looking for her cause I never had the chance to get her number. How sad right. Yeappp, This is my scoutmaster Shahrin. His a ladykiller/pondankiller. My school's pondan had a crush on him and once asked us for his number or something. xD

This band is like the malaysian version of Peter Pan. cool huh =)

I've never seen my school so loaded with scouts before, lol. This looks like morning assembly~

Cheers people. Eagle Scouts Group Campfire 2007 was a total blast. Thank you all for those who are involved physically and mentally =) bye people.

St John's Institution - 5H Class of 2007

2007-09-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

The school is called after St. John, referred to as The Divine because of the loftiness of his spirit. This was a character so strong that He was called The Son Of Thunder. So noble that was His mind that the symbol used to represent him is the Eagle, Noblest Of all birds.

This then is the spirit you possess.
It is depicted on your badge as The Golden Eagle. The gold stands for everything that is noble and pure, the Eagle being sublime and lofty. Your badge also shows by means of The Three Bunga Raya on a white ground the peace and unity that exist between the boys of different races studying here.

In St. John's There is no distinction.
Each individual no matter what his race or creed is as good and as important as the other.

St. john's has been my alma mater for 5 years now and I bet non of us here notice that our schooling days is actually coming to an end. We've all been busying about our studies, worrying bout SPM and actually neglected the numbering days we have left to spend in school. I was in class today, and believe or not, I had the most enjoying math period ever, although mathematic has always been a happening lesson. My math teacher has always been cheerful and reluctantly care less bout the lessons. Well he is very good in teaching and I don't see a reason why non of us can understand him. But he has always been this teacher that actually gives us allowances in class, it's like during his classes, he'll start crapping about things that has nothing to do with math but somehow relate them to math and "social life". Like today, he was about to teach the chapter on earth as a sphere, the way he runs out of topic, I swear to God you'll start scratching your head figuring out what his trying to say=.=. He somehow ended up telling us story bout wet dreams?women and men's puberty?and sex????And his like what 50 years old? He even told us he talks like that to his son, telling his son how to protect his male organs from HIV? But seriously, it was worth the laugh =) You know i sometimes wonder why I've never been to a co-ed school. I even fantasized about having girls in my class, and guess what, it didnt really last long. I can never imagine my class with girls. But given the choice either to have hot girls in my class OR true GUY friends I have now , I'll choose them over girls man. Maybe some of you out there might think I'm always outside looking for girsl and sometimes neglected my fellow schoolmates, but let me tell you this, no matter how many people I get to know out there, St. John's will be where my heart and soul truly lives, and that'll never change no matter what. You all know that =) Yeah, today Someone actually told me that we only have 34 more days left in school, that's after u cut of all the weekends, not including the days we skip school and all. So, you can imagine how will life be after that, let me see- no more canteen food?no matter running around school skipping classes?err, no more playing handphones in class and avoiding every chances of getting caught by the teacher?And also no more singing Negaraku every morning. Not forgetting reading all those ikrar shit we have every monday. Running around the school getting every programmes and events done. Giving every excuses you have just to skip lessons. How we all argue with school teacher and made them cry. And you know what, you better enjoy the 34 more days left, I'm not surprise one day in the near future, you'll wake up on a Monday morning getting dress and ready to go to school and actually realize there won't be a school for you to go to anymore, and I'll sing Negaraku in the morning just to feel how is it like to miss being in school. It's very random talking about all this stuff but people face it, face the fact that we're old enough to leave school, do whatever you want to do when you are capable of doing, don't forget to leave behind what you've learnt to the juniors, for they are the future of the school. And always remember not to forget you're alma mater. Cause she has always been there when you needed her, come back to serve st. john's when you're rich and successful one day. And also Today, I over heard a conversation between 3 top students in my class, and you know I can actually visualize them in 10 or 20years, all being successful 1 day. This post is dedicated to all 5H students of 2007 and all the form5 johannian of year 2007, no matter what race or religion you are, you guys have been a great friend to me. Hope that one day if you're rich and famous, you'll remember me =P Cheers. Specially dedicated to all of them who have been into hard moments and joyful moments with me in st. john's. The scouts, prefectorial board and drama club. Fide et Labore - By principle and hardwork.

Peng Mun, Bryan, Hassan, Kam Fatt, Ke Yaw
There's a story behind every faces

Azzizduin, Hazwan

Irfan, Amyrul, Farhad

Quan Yen, Yong Siang ( The future Bill Gates)

Danial, Eng Sim, Jason, Meng hui
(The Ah Peks of the class =) )

Jonathan and I, I agreed to be his best man for his wedding and he agreed to be mine too =)

His the best partner I can ever have

We got to know each other more in duet acting.

Despite all the things I hate about him, all the time we fought and do not agree on each other.
He is still a best friend of mine, and that remains until the very end of my breath.

LOL

LOL~=.=

His an ass=.=

Irfan Andrew and Kok Peng They wanted to look different=.=

And that's the 3rd floor we're talking about

Ahhh~ Indians in my class. Prethip Kumar.

Senthil Kumar.

Ali.

Amyrul, His a true ass.

Izzat, fucking poser, ya ya.. I know you won best actor for KL.

Pang, the quiet 1

The only solo pic=.=

I'm not surpise if he plays in EPL one day, I swear to god his good in sports.

Another ass, truly unforgettable ass.

Shafiq and Ashmeir, the people that brought life back to the class. cheers

Random pictures, Very Random

2007-09-09T00:59:00.001+08:00

I though I'll just post some pictures for you all to see =) I loveeeeeee Kate Beckinsale.

You don't know how much I miss scouting.

Sweet.

She complains about me not putting up her picture but other girl.

I think that girl on the left look like Rachel McAdams. Hmm?

Ahhh~

Okay, I'm not trying to be cute.

This is cool.

This is even cool. Pictures of us 2002 and 2006, We've been friends like forever.

Wesley Installation

2007-09-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

I met up with Matthew and we went for lunch together. And it's not what u think it is okay, I'm not having a relationship with Matthew. It was just a co-incidence that Chiu and Marcia couldn't turn up and we only met Marcia in Wesley. And so Kiang also joined us because I pulled him along. Matt and I was in Burger King nearby my school and we were in our school uniforms. You know, VI victoria institution and SJI st. john's institution, NEVER got along for god knows how many years. But the BOTH of us was there HAVING LUNCH. And we had like plenty of st john's and VI students eye-ing on us. All of them showing us faces like What the heck is this st. john guy and vi guy doing together. And yeah stupid things happened between both school of ours. There's this time back in form 2 or something, A group of VI students came to the foot of our school and they eventually faught with our school student during Friday, what a day for them to pray=.= Yeah all of them were Malays. And you wana know how they ended up their fight? In the police lock -up for a day, I think the principal of both our school had to go to the police station and get the boys back. FOOLS~ So you'll never understand why both our school fight like cats and dogs. You know I do hate some of the VI students for some reason but I have ntg against them. But yeah, Matt is the only one I'm really okay with.
Soooo, We went Wesley and eventually what we did was only cleansing our eyes cause I've never done that for quite some time. So most of the time Kiang and I will tap on each other's shoulder and kept whispering on which girl is hot XD But yeah I'm still fantasising about this girl who was holding the tray for the certificates of the outgoing board. So elegantly HOT. Me like. Our friend Marcia and Matthew had Dilemma. Both of them had their admirer chasing after them and what kiang and i did was just siting by the side not giving a damn about it. AND I'm quite dissapointed with the food, usually they serve the best food ever. =( so went home study and sleep and goshh~~ We have like what 2 more months to spm?? I really neeed to cut down on the internet, And QIKIT please send me the pics we took that day, Thanks~

Classic

2007-09-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

I was digging up my files until I saw this picture.From the left me mum, me uncle,me grandma,me grandpa,me uncle who's working in USA now, and me auntie. My grandma was surprised when she saw this picture again. She also told me many guys were after her until she met my grandpa. awwwwwww~~ how lovely~ My grandpa look good eh?? Until then, I'm just too bored.

New Look

2007-09-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

I've decided to change my templates cz the old one look so gloomy~Haha. Had Moral today and finally finish all my papers. I'm gonna be so dead for my results. Took some pictures in school today for class lay out =) will post it up once I get it. I'm gonna miss schoool.

Home.

2007-08-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the long await for my blog's update, I just don't feel like blogging this days cause all I have lately what I have in mind is some chemical equation and some biology facts that I'm really sick of it. Just for you information people, I took out that pathetic cask of mine already! Omg, that sick doctor used this small little sawing machine and cut that shit cask away. And you couldnt imagine how was that situation like. I went in the room, this nurse told me to sit on the bed, then I sat. and then a few more nurses started swarming the room like nobody's business, like there's a show going on or something=.= And so the doctor came in, turned on the machine. And everyone in the room started giving me this stare like I'm going to die in a moment, and they look so afraid with their frowned faces and wide opened eyes. And IM SITING THERE LIKE, EH!?? Whose getting their CASK cut NOW????HAHA, but it was really awkward that time. I'm not talking about 1 or 2 nurses u know? there's like 5 6 of them!! Probably they just want to see my handsome face, I cant blame them entirely! ok maybe not=.= they just think the sawing machine is cute.
Trials is about to end, I just have 1 more paper left to do on Monday. Knowing that i wouldnt give a shit about moral until the night before the exams. But seriously I can feel the pressure on me now, well not only me but everyone else is feeling the same way. we have like what 70+ more days to go for our exams??!!Who wouldnt freak their ballz out??? But I'll miss this school badly once I leave. Not many of you have experienced a "SINGLE SEX" school before, and trust me it's better going to one =P I had this conversation with one dude about single sex and co-ed school. HE asked me which school am I from, and then I said SJI la, and then that dude was like "ISNT THAT A BOY SCHOOL??!EWWWW HOW DO YOU GUYS SURVIVE?" And I replied like eh doesnt mean I'm in a boy school I don't know any girls ok?? We have a convent school beside ours! And he went on talking bout how guys in boy school don't understand a girl's feeling and all that got me kinda pissed=.= That bastard. But we're good friends now, suprisingly after that tough debate over single sex and co-ed school. But girls, don't treat boys from boy's school like freaks, cause their not. I can say their much better than SOME guys in your school, i said some ya, don't terasa some of you=.= But seriously think about it, support us =P Okay I'm going way too far about this, probably I got nothing else to blog about. So any of you wants to go out tonight for countdown? I've never been to one, and would like to go this time. Since I missed my school's Merdeka celebration=.= Look how patriotic I am xD Alright I'll be leaving for tuition. Sorry for the delay again.

Hui yat oh Hui Yat, I think I took the most pictures with you la, more than my mum =.=

pictures pictures!more pictures!

2007-08-20T03:17:00.000+08:00

Mexican FOOOOOOOD! Damn NICE!

I'm somewhere in there =.=

To be continue...

Birthday outting with Wai Sheng

2007-08-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

11 More Days Malaysia

2007-08-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

Haha, this picture make me look so patriotic loh. Yeap 11 more days Malaysia. I bet you guys don't know how is it like to uphold the country's name. But I do, and the rest of us who represented the country to the world scout event and yes WE FEEL PROUD to be a Malaysian there. The way we advertised our country and the impression we gave to all the people there. Getting all the whites to praise our english, even though it sounds sarcastic in a way that they thought our english sucked. I tell you the government owe us big time man. We convinced so many people to come visit our country just because we told them things here are cheap, food especially, ngek ngek. Yes it is undeniable that there is corruption and racial issues and stupid things going on in our country, but it doesnt matter much to me, cause I'm living quite peacefully with my friends, no matter how black there are or how stupid their languages can be sometimes, but i love them all, cause in other countries in the world you can never find a multi-racial society and thats the thing that made us special. One thing's for sure, they got no mamak =P shame on them no roti canai, nasi lemak and teh tarik and wan tan mee. Happy advanced birthday Malaysia.

Happy 18th Birthday Li Sha

2007-08-18T16:42:00.001+08:00

Sorry I had to take this picture from you, hahaha! Cause I can't help it, You look good in this picture. And yeah, welcome to st john's, just to let you know that u always make my morning xD you look too nice! Have a happy 18th birthday.

Happy 17th Birthday Wai Sheng

2007-08-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

From our council to you. You've been the best treasurer ever and the best friend ever to us. It's always good to have you around everywhere we go. Especially out for camps or for some sleepover. Remember back in form1? Haha, we were sleeping on the ground sheet, lying down playing cards. You were sleeping soundlessly and suddenly you woke up and said, " OH SHIT, today got MU match!" Then you went back to sleep! hahaha@gosh all those memories =) And how you always sleep before us everynight no matter what. And that didnt change even after 5 years. And our friendship remains at it is as long as we want it to last =) And you are more than a friend to us, you are a part of us and a brother to us. Happy 17th birthday my brother

WSJ 2007

2007-08-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm too LAZY for captions, I'll talk about it some other time! but yeah, those few meals was my lunch in Heathrow airport in UK. gosh I tell you, The price can die. Ciaoz!

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I got Chosen for NATIONAL SERVICE. YEAH=.= TAHNIAH ANDA DIPILIH UNTUK something something=.= Gosh, dont know how am I suppose to feel. THRILLED or NOT THRILLED. Okay I just want to go for the first batch, or else it'll effect my college or something something. So yeah, IF can I wana go Sabah caue my senior who went there said it was freaking chun. And IF I'm going for NS, I want my girlfriend to send me off and kiss me goodbye cause when I left for UK a few friend of mine had their girlfriends with them before we leave and they were smooching their lips out. And AND if I'm going for first batch i suppose I'll miss valentine's, so my girlfriend has to kiss me even more.

back from the 21st WSJ

2007-08-10T02:30:00.000+08:00

I'm just going to post some pics i took, too lazy to write. I have like 500 pics. So I'm just going to post them randomly. And just for your information, over there in the jamboree, we had activities in the morning till afternoon and almost everynight WE PARTY!!!! My friend was telling me it's like an international clubbing!hehe. No need to be above 18 =P

Belgium friends <3 PARTYYY!!!

SOME HOT HOT Brazillian Girl..WOoosh her pants damn short. With few of my best buddies =)
The girl beside me, Laura. Also from Belgium. gosh she's so nice, and she's only FOURTEEN!Okay the uploading is taking too long. I'm kinda worn out after 14hours of flight. I'm gonna die cz of my trials. Pray hard for me guys. Nights. I miss jamboree already.

Happy 17th Birthday Suet Ling!!

2007-07-23T23:15:00.001+08:00

I might have hurt you, I might have broke your heart into pieces and I know I cant put back just by saying a few things to you. But you know I never want to say those things to you. You are one nice girl and you deserve more than anything else. Thank you so much for being a great friend to me, you should also know i appreciate u alot. Have a wonderful 17th birthday. And I do enjoyed the moments we had together =)

Drama Competition Finals

2007-07-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

It was one tough day of preparation before the drama finals competition. Because we always like to do things at the eleventh hour. Believe it or not we only did a full run of our drama like 1 day before the preliminary round, and what we had for props there was TWO TABLES, THREE CHAIRS, and a PHONE. HAHA. And yeap we still got through prelims. With a few bad memory ofcz, one of my drama team member actually swore on stage. That babiness I tell you, almost got us out of the Drama. And definitely he was screwed up big time by the whole team, esp the teachers. His a fucker=.= So the part where we felt like the whole world was rested on our shoulder was when we were waiting for the results. Goshhh... That feeling of knowing whether or not your into the finals kills you wei. But yeah we made our way to the finals =)

The stupid thing was the finals is 2days after the preliminary. Goshness we quickly bought all our props and edited the script and bought our lights ALL IN ONE DAY!! And we did the final rehearsal like so so so last minute!! So we all went hope VERY TIRED. Oh yah did I mention the part where we went to Wangsa Melawati to check out the stage, it's included in that ONE day also.

Next day went there, waiting for our turn to perform felt like hell to me. Not only me US!! i think I have the picture of us before our turn to perform. Our faces ahhh I tell you, nervous nak mampus. But yeah I'll post up some more pictures, don't have it with me now. So well, after we performed that relieveness, is there such word ah. But then seriously I've never felt so light in my entire life. After that we kinda like LEPAK around already since we finished our show, we camwhored in the hall and everybody was looking at us, even until the next team performed, we still had flashes of camera lights everywhere xD

And one thing I hate about this competition right, their MC and speeches all in BAHASA you know. Even the MC said WELCOME WELCOME "ke Pertandingan DRAMA BAHASA INGGERIS" I stoned there and wtfed for a while, damn babi right. Can't they use ENGLISH? And right the MC went on with her speech with some PANTUN AND ALL, HELLO What's WITH THE PANTUN??? Isn't this suppose to be ENGLISH? Ahh, forget it la.

Oh, for those who don't know what' s our drama about, It's a bank robbery drama. Original script by SJI drama team =) We won BEST SCRIPT TAU........... =P so when they announced that we went screaming around like nobody business, AND THEN BEST ACTOR!!lagi laa nobody business. And suddenly the MC said " pelajar st. john jangan bermimpi-mimpi dulu~~~ keputusan belum diumumkan lagi, diharapkan anda semua bertenang." =.= I almost stand up and throw my chair at her=.= But yeah when they announced Convent Sentul was scond we initially lifted everything we had on hand, i flung my bag up, hahahah, Jonathan almost throw his chair, Izzat flung himself to me, I throw myself to Ravin, And everyone was jumping and jumping and Wow~~ That experienced we had, I don't know how am I going to forget them, seriously there are times where I wanted to go back in time to feel like how I felt back then. It's once unforgettable memory. That joy we had was infinite. So yeah we went back to school with pride, once again brought back the KL champion to st john's and I'm so proud of being able to do that. And yes in the bus was another fun part, we actually waved at everyone we see outside the bus with our trophy~ hahahaha. Yeap, we sang our way back to school, until I lost my voice.

To the team, I apologise for not being able to join you guys in the Nationals level of Drama Competition in Langkawi, I wish you guys all the best, bring back national champ to st. john's, we can create history. And thank you Ravin and Alvin for helping us all out. I really enjoyed my last year in st. john's. And for those who had given us all the necessary support and wishes I thank you all on behalf of the drama team. And I'll be leaving in 3days. Miss me people.

Ahhh.. I so love this picture with you hui yat. <3 I'm gonna miss you.

WE ARE THE KL CHAMPIONS PEOPLE!!!!

2007-07-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! We won the Kl inter-school drama competition and guess what peopleeeeeee~~ We're representing Kuala Lumpur to compete in the nationals level inPulau Langkawii!!! Sad thing is i can't join the team cz I'll be in UK. So yeah, I'll post them up when i get the pictures. Anyway I got some pics from last sat sbu iu day =) ANd YEAH it's my first time taking pic with alex. HUHUHUuuu... Early that morning I went for Doctor's appointment, got my X-ray done and after i left the hospital the nurse call my handphone say i havent pay my fees, I'm like =.= how come u din tell me there's fees.... So i told her I'll pay the next time I go there. wuhuhuhu. So sbu's iu was not bad la. Abit boring but their exhibition was impressive wei........... Every year i always look forward for their exhibition cz it's dam cool. So yeah after that went back home, PONTENG DRAMA PRAC, den sleeeeeeeeep. but we still win KL =P Compared to you, I'm nothing alex.

YEAP YEAP WE'RE IN THE FINALS!

2007-07-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

After TWO TIRING DAYS OF PRACTISE, yes people only two days, we manage to get ourselves into the English Drama Competition finals this thurs! Wish us luck okay!! ill try post some pics up. For now we got alot of work to do! So yeah, If we win this we can go to Langkawi, YES! LANGKAWI for the nationals! But sadly la, I wont be here cause I'll be in UK. so yeah! GO St. John's!!

Pictures pictures pictures

2007-07-14T02:18:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep, so i just wana throw some pics in for u all =) Night night

IDC IDC, they said it's going to b in Peneng this year, HOw COOL.

Just look at how fucking retard i look last time, for heaven's sake. whats up with the hair???

spot me spot me Yeap Yeap this is my campfire program book.

what's scout anyway?

2007-07-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

Let me show u guys something cool. Oh and C.O.H. means court of honour people =) I look very the hau in this picture dont know why. This is actually our program book layout =)

Have a good look at these people, cause I can say i spent most of my schooling days with them. Believe it or not, sometimes I see them more than I see my parents. Hah. So yeah, basically their like the closest friends I have, regardless of their skin colour and race. It's cool to have diff races of people in a group u know. Sometimes the things we do, we can just put aside our skin colour and just do the shit out of it. And that's how we blasted off our campfire and made it a whole successful event.
You know, what I've been true with them is more than I could ever imagine. Back in form1 and form 2, seriously the experiences we had was really crazy. We practically BATH together like ALL the time we go for camps and all, AND during some lucky occasion, we'll see each other's "THING" like really accidentally, REALLY it wasn't on purpose. I MEAN who would want to see THEM right!!!??? But then really la, we even sleep together in the middle of the jungle and play CARDS in the mid of the night in some freaky jungle we go too. I mean people, those who don't know scouting will never know true meaning of scouting. Cause in scouts, a friend is not JUST a friend, he is a brother to you.
And I was a pretty rebellious guy back in f1, I talk back to my seniors like shit. That's not good la but then I very krg ajar. But ofcourse for my cockyness i kena from them like hell. They made me strip and all and there's also once they STRIPPED ME UNTIL THEY CAN SEE MY BULU and the worse thing is they had a camera with them. Let's not get into detail k. Heh. gosh I was in tears back then I tell you. But kinda think of it now right, I feel like it's all about brotherhood la. That's how we got so much closer, especially with my seniors now. Good thing is they can drive us everywhere now. especially home =P funny thing is I'm doing it back to my juniors, mwahahahaaaaa. But yeah again back to the brotherhood thing. Actually I have alot of cencored photos with me but I dont wana post it up la =P It's only for esg people to know.

So yeap yeap I have lots more to tell but next time la. Just got back from dinner with Theng Kiang Marcia and Matthew =) Taman Desa IU Day not bad la. Good Job Zia Yen =) I'll post the pics when i get them. And ya, kena nagged from Daddy, saying I'm going out too often a **** **** ******* *******************, biasala, just keep quiet and kept saying "YES" "YES", all I heard was " YOU UNDERSTAND OR NOT??" But yeah, whatever your parents tell you its for your own good, yeah yeah I know.

7 Things I Find so Difficult to do Now.

2007-07-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

1. Play my guitar, I can't even fucking get it out from my beg
2. Type, try typing with 1 hand n esp when u need to use CAPs on some letter, I need to use both side shift. wtf
3. Brush teeth.
4. Sms like dam mafan, dahlah my keypad got prob wanna press number 9 need to press 10times
5. Mandi, gosh i tell u need to balut here n there before i bath, took me 10 minute to even prepare to bath
6. Button up my jeans, can u believe it, I wasted like 5 minutes struggling on my jeans just to get my button on. Just imagine la if I'm about to have sex in this situation, before I can even take out my pants the girl already left, dam sucky rite
7. Having my meal, yesterday i had Burger King, try eating burger with 1 hand la, and when the patty is dropping off u try to put it back without using ur other hand and see, wahliao dam sien i tell you.

so yeah, life kinda suck now la, right after that fall. But then I'm cool la, don't worry bout me. I'm gonna blog more about it la, wait til I feel less pain k?

yeap yeap this is my old school badge, cool right?

sji campfire

2007-07-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

Okay i just packed my stuff, i'll be leaving for theng's house and overnighting there. I'll be back only on Sunday. And when it's Sunday I'm freeeeeeeee after 5 long years in scouts. Okay i'll post more on my campfire night soon la k?? And to those who wana come to our campfire, feel free to give me a call. You'll never forget this night. Johannians, I urge u all to be there on Saturday. show us your support k!!? Fide et Labore. long live st john's =)

tired, tired, TIRED

2007-06-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

so sorry ya people. lately i seldom blog. gosh I'm just so tired with my campfire prep. Since last week i come home late everyday, from 630am i leave home for school until 8pm then i reach home. IT's FREAKING 14HOURS WEI, 14HOURS And I don't feel like blogging lately, wait till i get my things done first then I'll continue with this. Oh yes people, I'm leaving for UK for world scout jamboree, so probably you won't see me from end of July until 10th August. AND ya!! Guess what, my trial's on 7th and I'm back on 10th, I'm so screwed SCREWEDDDDD!!!. So hope you all will think of me more when I'm not around okay? geeez, my muscles are aching now, damn lazy to even type. And to Angeline Tan, I'm so so sorry I can't make it for your IU Day cause I'll be leaving for prefect's camp, you know it right? But then I really want to b there for you so much , sigh, too bad la. Good luck for your IU then. ciao people. OH YAH ALEX, about our conversation last night, I tell u, everytime i think of it I tend to laugh like mad! Let it be both our secret xD

LOVES LOVES, I went through my folders and I found this. I like Kristin Kreuk alot!ALOT!! SHE's MINE OKAY???!! And for those people who think this is a nude photo, u guys are seriously blind, she's wearing some dress OKAY??

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aiks, remember to get the campfire tickets from me okay =) We need your support. get your tickets asap, tickets are limited for outsiders.thanks ya!

Tagged AGAIN

2007-06-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Vivan Loy

Survey! The Name Game Instructions:Name 20 people you can think of off the top of your head. Do not read the questions until you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

The 20 Names
1.Ru Jin
2. Kiang
3. Jonathan Chin
4. Wong Hui Yat
5. Alex Cheah.
6. Angeline Tan
7. Angeline Lee
8. Angeline Khor
9. Vivian Loy
10. Marcia Tan.
11. Aaron Chiu
12. Tang Qi Kit
13. Samantha Chin
14. Leong Kok Peng
15. Jason Theng
16. Bryan Lim
17. Wai Sheng
18. Sha Kah Ern
19. Zia Yen
20. Denise

How did you meet 14?
Kok Peng: haha, back in form2 when we were still juniors XD

What would you do if you had never met 1?
Ru Jin: I'll never have known such a pretty girl. She's definitely in the top5 hottest girl =)

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
Vivian: I dated her, Denise: I can NOT imagine that. But she's hot.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Angeline Tan and Wai Sheng: I Don't Think so=.= cause they don'teven know each other.

Describe no 3 ..
Jonathan Chin: If I have to tell you people everything about jonathan I'll have to write a 500 words essay. His simply a great friend and we argue alot. Like today we fought for 5minutes cause he light up a match and threw it in my pocket in chemistry lab, fuck you Jonathan. But both of us make good partners. And his one of my bestest pal. His the one with his mouth open, his fucking hyper one i tell u.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Angeline Khor: OH MY GOD, What are u saying man??? She's DEFINITELY ATTRACTIVE WEI! NUMBER 1 in my list!!She's the one in the mid, see for yourself la.

Do you know anything about no. 12's family?
Tang Qi Kit: I only know his dad was a football star back in the 70s or something. =) and his sis is kinda hot.

Tell me something about 7..
Angeline Lee: HAHA, OKay overall she's nice la. She bugs people alot and sometimes if she stops bugging you, you'll miss her presence i tell u, i jsut dont know why.

What is no 18's favourite?
Sha Kah Ern: Must be some Taiwan show she always watches la=.=

What languange does 15 speak?
Jason Theng: English?BM?abit of chinese maybe.

Who is 19 going out with?
Zia Yen: If I'm not mistaken a guy name Steven and his filthy rich! Stays in this Rich PEople Condo in Bangsar. Good Job Zia YEN. We look dam sweet together in this picture rite.

How old is 16 now?
Bryan Lim: 17.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Samantha Chin: I'm talking to here right now in msn. hahaha! She's the one on the left. She very cute ah! Oh yah and don't ask why I'm wearing shades. I had SORE EYES okay that time so no more asking.

Who is 2's favourite singer?
Kiang: Jesse Maccartney, he has that voice, i dont know how to say.

Would you date 4?
Wong Hui Yat: YES YES YES! Why Not!Love to hang out with her. And yah, no more question about the sunglass.

Would you date no. 17?
Wai Sheng: His a guy la wtf, even tho i slept with him during camp doesn't mean anything right?

Is 15 single?
Jason Theng: Errrrr.. Very suspicious, maybe yes maybe not XD

What is no 10's last name?
Marcia Tan: I think it's Yin Don't kill me if I'm Wrong.

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
Aaron Chiu: Wtf, His a guy also la=.=

Which school does 3 goes to?
Jonathan Chin: St. John's Institution

Where does 6 live?
Angeline Tan: Taman Bukit Cheras!! I once went to her house and i got lost.

What is your favourite thing about no. 5?
Alex Cheah: You can say anything to him, especially your problems. He'll some how help you go through it. He is a great friend of mine. I still don't have picture with him. So yeah xD

Wah, didn't know writing this kind of tag can get me so tired. Gosh i need to sleep people. The five people i tag tomorrow la k?Nights people.

crushed by crush?

2007-06-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

tagged by hui yat
Rules: For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crush, be it a current or previous crush. To be exactly different from the common tags, there is no questions imposed this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also, five persons will need to be tagged at the end of the post. This tag is originated from Rachael Ong. You must post up these rules before you start writing.

ever had any of your crush telling you this?well, tell me about it. I felt like I was at the top of the world when she said this to me.

You know when it comes to love, L.O.V.E. , i suck at it. I don't know why but i will never do well. Mayb it's because I'm never good enough for that someone. But yeah, she made me feel special. The only thing is we're not meant for each other. And i know it suck so much when two people falling in love with each other can't be together. I'm not gonna say much about that cause it hurts me feeling when i start talking about it. Well yeah some people might know but some might not know. But whatever it is you won't want to know.

Anyway it was a beautiful beginning but it ended very badly. It was the day i met her. And to tell you the truth it was a beautiful smile from her. I didn't know her very well back then, but since that day i stalked her. I mean not really STALKING la. But i just noticed her alot. hmm, where did i met her again. Oh yah, tuition. haha, what a place for lovers to meet up. I wonder why tuition is the place where all the ppl meet their crushes. weird huh? Anyhow she's actually a friend of my friend. So we kinda know each other since then. The time we met was worth being remembered. That smile on her face and that beautiful eyes of hers made me so determined to impress her AND to make her mine one day. So since then i got to know her more. That's when I finally took a shot and asked her to be my girl friend. And guess what, she agreed. And I felt so happy back then. It didnt last long, few months later we broke up, not because of any of us, it was something else. Something you woulnt want to know. But still, that few months was worth everything but that few days before we broke up was painful enough to get me crying for nights. Believe me, nothing else is more painful than this. Not being with the girl u love the most and when you always thought she's right in front of you but actually she's never there for u. But no matter what, a crush is still a crush. I have to say this to you, I have a crush on you ever since the first day we've met and so until now I still love you more than anything else in the world. But sadly we were never meant to be together. As for now, we'll remain crushes and not go further than that.

Like this can say story la right hui yat?that's as far as I can go. I TAG

MARCIA TAN
QI KIT
YEE JIN
ALEX CHEAH
VIVIAN

happy writing them, took me few days to think of it. I'll be waiting for you people. hehehe.

I am Who I am and I am still What I am.

2007-06-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

I don't understand you people sometimes. what is that that makes you people think i change? And if your telling me that i hope u mention who u are before u say anything. You don't just go around leaving comments like that. I seriously don't know wtf is wrong with u people la. What makes you think i freaking change? ME Hanging out with different people doesn't give you the damn right to comment differently about me okay. And if you think like that about me then you're definitely not my friend la. And you definitely don't know me well. I know what the hell am i doing and i can bloody differentiate between right and wrong okay. And if you're not fine with it then just don't bother la. caused im freaking tired with people talking bad about me, esp behind of me. If your think your good enough to say it at the back of me i think you are definitely brave enough to say it in front of me, cause i would love to hear that, and if you're reading this right now and u think i'm a bloody jerk then i can't help it la, cause i've already done what am i suppose to do. so right i'm sick of this la, you guys don't even know me well and u go around saying i've changed and all, it just pisses me off when it happens also to some of the people i know, come on la people grow up. good nights people =)

once a johanian always a johanian. that'll never change.